觉悟？

If you are alone, I’ll be your shadow.

If you want to cry, I’ll be your shoulder.

If you need to be happy, I’ll be your smile.

But anytime you need a friend, I’ll just be me.
It was! But not anymore!

背后看不见那种更庞大，更无所不在的无力感。I’m just like a fugitive run away as soon as the fight start.我觉得好累，简直无法再多想。

Admittance 89days, 我终于向cunning family要求转会，他们点头了。

我感觉到的甚至不是兴奋，而是一种超越了兴奋的升华，比欲望还要深刻，还要真实的快感。

'I thought you were happy here, Henrie. Why did you decide to leave all of a sudden?'

I don’t have a choice.